Birthdays galore...
There are so many birthdays this time of year... For someone who hates shallow relationships, I really want to be there for people's b-days whenever I can, but I've been finding it more and more difficult to keep up the social contacts. I didn't realize how hard it really is to maintain a social life...regardless of how non-existent it can be!
Oooohhhh... this jazz music that I'm listening to is sooooo sooothing!
Anyways, back to the birthday thing... Yes. Birthdays for others... Hmmm... right. Let's get focused... (I can't concentrate with this music playing in the background). I realized recently that there are friends and contacts that I totally don't keep in touch with anymore. It's really sad that at one point in your life, you seem inseparable to certain people and then... nothing. It's sad how relationships don't always seem to last and we move on to the next group of people that share in what you're doing at the moment. Moving churches when you haven't really moved locations has been a bit difficult for me. I'm such a relational person that I get attached to people easily (yet I don't open up easily...which is a bit ironic). Ah well... that's life I guess.
What a drama queen I am... :(
Oooohhhh... this jazz music that I'm listening to is sooooo sooothing!
Anyways, back to the birthday thing... Yes. Birthdays for others... Hmmm... right. Let's get focused... (I can't concentrate with this music playing in the background). I realized recently that there are friends and contacts that I totally don't keep in touch with anymore. It's really sad that at one point in your life, you seem inseparable to certain people and then... nothing. It's sad how relationships don't always seem to last and we move on to the next group of people that share in what you're doing at the moment. Moving churches when you haven't really moved locations has been a bit difficult for me. I'm such a relational person that I get attached to people easily (yet I don't open up easily...which is a bit ironic). Ah well... that's life I guess.
What a drama queen I am... :(
posted by Jess at 3:18 p.m.
2 Comments:
hehehe, it's angie. i linked off your xanga page from ray's page to here. anyhoot, just wanted to say hi and see if you're coming to jinny's bday! i'm having fun reading your stuff. hehe, you're a writer is disguise. hehehe
hello, hess!
it's jinny :D
i so agree with you! well, it's hard to maintain a social life...
even though i don't see you often, you're still my unni!
hope you are doing fine with school work and other things!
missing & lubbing
jinny
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