Crazy...

So...my twin sister got engaged yesterday!!!

It's still pretty surreal for me. Knowing that my twin will be getting married, still hasn't hit me completely. If you know our past, we've been together through thick and thin...and though I'm joyful and happy for her, I can't help but feel a bit sad at the same time. It's difficult to fully verbalize what I'm feeling, because I don't know exactly how I'm feeling (sorry for not making any sense!). Growing up, we used to plan our weddings together and would imagine up all sorts of scenerios...now...it's becoming a reality...crazy...

We're all growing up...it's difficult for me to handle change, but it's inevitable. I'm remembering the book and movie, Little Women...I so can relate to Joe, in that she had a difficult time with change. I feel exactly the same way...I want everything to be the way they are! I know that things are bound to become different, but accepting the fact that we're all growing up is still so hard for me :(

I'm such a moaner...ugh!