Papers...AHHH!

I have two papers that I have to complete pretty soon. One is for my Old Testament class (on prophecy...AHHH!!!) and the other one is for Systematic Theo. It's pretty challenging to write on something that seems so out of my control. Since next weekend and the weekend after that will be packed with travels (Kingston then Montreal), I won't have any time to study and finish off these papers. I hate procrastinating (even though it seems unavoidable), so I'm trying to get my head around theological concepts this weekend. I'm learning so much at Seminary. It's interesting to hear your thoughts (that you always knew in your head, but never able to fully verbalize into words) come out through the mouths of professors. It's encouraging to hear Tyndale profs speaking on evangelicalism in the biblical sense rather than rationalizing and liberalizing (if that's even a word!) the gospels. BUT, being at Seminary has also raised more questions than anything...I can't seem to think "normally" anymore. Just between this blog and me...I despise pat answers (answers that sound right, but can be completely irrevelant). Growing up in the church all my life, I realize how much fakeness and shallowness that exists within the church walls (and I'm not talking about buildings here...). Let's get down to real and dirty side of who we really are and allow Christ to transform us from the inside to the out...because let's face it, we're all filthy beings who's mercifully been saved by JC. We're not good and we'll never be good on our own. It's only by the power of God that we can ever be good. Why bother faking christianity?! Let's not make Christianity into a mere religion!